stop it!!!

i am so kind to u...
i am so polite to u...
i am so confused now....
do u really appreciate what have i done.....
do u realise the time that i spent to look after u...
do u concern when i'm sick...
do u really care as u mentioned...
do u know how stupid i am to be nice to u...
u left me behind...
i do remember that.......
i am so confused...
from far i can see u laugh..
when it comes to me....
only god know how i feel..
such a nice friend...
i really....
only GOD knows me well....
but....
i cant pleased u anything...
its just that...
i need to learn my fren...
i need to stop....
STOP....
STOP.....
STOP.....